Chapter 3

We approached the "PMB" or you can say "Pretty Mixed Barbs" clique like thugs. Well if it isn't that dirty crew what's they name oh yea "GMB" the leader of PBM Marcia said making fun of our clique. Bitch I'll Beat, STOP I yelled at KiKi before she could finish her sentence. "GMB" whispered Amber lost as a puppy. Yea trick GMB "Getting Money Barbies" Chloe yelled looking at Amber rolling her eyes. Amber shocked that we heard her looked down in fright. Ok ew like seriously what yall want Marcia asked looking disgusted at our presence. To beat yo ass KiKi yelled getting her face. No we not gone fight them I told KiKi, pushing her away from Marcia's face. Listen tell yo lil control dummy back there yea Amber she need to stop calling my man before that pretty little face of hers is scarred for life I said mean mugging the whole PBM crew. On that note we up I grabbed KiKi and Cloe and we all walked off. Man why you aint let me hit her KiKi asked mad. It's not even worth it and plus I can use her for info on Dru I said evil laughing. We stayed at the park until about 10 o clock at night just sitting around laughing and talking about people. This is what I loved just chillin on a summer day with the people you love. What's sup boo Dru said as he approached us. Hey I said, looking up in his dark brown eyes smiling. Let's go he said. Iight yall imma catch yall later I said, waving bye to KiKi and Cloe. Dru slow down I said, trying to catch up to him. It wasn't until we got to the end of the block when he pimp slapped me. I instantly fell to the ground. Ouch! I yelled, holding my face in tears. Didn't I tell you to take them dam clothes off? You want to walk around here looking like a hoe! Dru yelled at me. Do you? He yelled again kicking me in the stomach. STOP! I screamed. Please stop I won’t wear it anymore I promise I wept on the ground. I know you won't he said spitting on me walking away. I was so hurt and weak I couldn't move. The streets were dark and no one was around. I laid there in misery. I woke up in an unknown bed with a wet rag on my face. Good Morning Christian said with this warm smile. I quickly got up and replied where am I? My house Christian laughed. You were lying on the ground last night so I picked you up and carried you to my room and laid you down on the bed Christian said gazing in my eyes. I couldn't stare too long he made me feel some type of way I don't know how though. Where is my, don't worry all your things are over there Christian said pointing to a chair near the bed. What time is it I asked? Its noon why Christian replied curiously. Shit I shouted I have to go, rushing out of the door. I was supposed to be ready by 11 for the interview with my auntie she's going to kill me. I snuck in my house through the back so I could avoid the drama with my auntie. Star! My auntie yelled. Fuck I whispered to myself. Yes I replied annoyed. Come here now she shouted back. I walked to the living room where I found her sitting there looking more aggravated than ever.  Where the fuck you been? She immediately asked. I spent the night at Kiki’s I lied. So you can't call now Auntie Crystal asked. I'm sorry I forgot my phone here I lied again. It won't happen again I said sucking up to her annoyance. Who broke my $15,000 vase she shouted back. The hell if I know I'm barely here I told her. Who the hell you talking to she said, getting in my face. You know you aint shit and never will be shit my auntie always told me this since I was little. Ya gonna be just like ya mama depending on every nigga for some cash you aint never gone be nothing more than shit she said laughing. The tears began to fall from my eyes. Clean this shit up and get out my face she shouted. I picked up the glass I had broken and headed to the bathroom.  As I turned on the shower I noticed a bruise on my face in the mirror. “Ahh” it stung, as I touch it with my hand. It looked like someone beat my ass. It wasn't the first time Dru put his hands on me though. He promised to stop several times but he lets his anger control his actions. I knew he was sorry and didn't mean it. Ehhh, I threw up all over the sink. I don't know what has been going on with me these past few weeks but I've been feeling nauseous and been throwing up everywhere. And I've missed my period twice. I decided I'll go to the clinic today and check it out. I arrived at the clinic and as usual it was crowed. I grabbed a number and took a seat. Number 5 the commander shouted. I looked down at my number (22) and thought dam I'm going to here forever. They finally called my number and escorted me to the back. The lady checked me up and came back into the room. She looked at the papers then back at me. Well you seem to be healthy ma'am but can I asked you something personal the Dr. asked. Yes I replied, looking at her blankly. Are you having sex she then replied, with a very serious face? N-no I stuttered, scared as hell. She looked back down at the papers then back at me, are you sure she asked again? Why what's wrong I quickly asked getting scared. Ma'am it seems to be that you're 12weeks pregnant the doctor said to me. The words shot at me like a nearby bullet. My heart stopped and I blacked out.